Since I started reading Harry Potter (I am upto half way through Goblet of Fire, just wondering why on earth I never listened to my insisting sister before and picked up one of these), Hijabi Princess increasingly sounds like Harry Potter to me (as opposed to Hewlett Packard, HP digital). On top of that, princess is not what I call myself anymore. I am about to be finishing my teenage life, it just doesn't suit to be fancying myself as a princess anymore, does it? So now I am a tan curve now, (that is until I feel like something else to myself). If you are wondering why a tan curve and not a sine or cosine one, you see, I have heard people claiming themselves to be in a sine-curvish mood, the negative swing and all. For me, the negative-ness and positive-ness does not come so smoothly and doesn't leave me so swiftly. The changes are as sudden as the tan curve. In either end I seem to be either flying on the seventh sky or diving into the abyss. I can't do it the "balanced way". I either love too much or despise with a passion. I am either depressed or ecstatic, my "okay-ness" doesn't last long. I either do it well or don't do it at all (or do it like it would be better if I didn't). I am a tan curve.